There are certain points in my life where I can’t help but think, “If only my mom could see me now!”
I think she would be proud of me. I think she would love who I am now.
Don’t respond with pity. It’s not needed. Thanks!
Anonymous asked: That third anon was not me.. Sorry for them being a jerk. You don't have to answer these, obviously. To say someone is insecure over that is ridiculous. Sorry for bothering you, i was merely curious as to why you left.. but i have heard that tends kills cats. Thus, i will leave you alone forever now! Much love. -thatcuriousanon
Oh! It’s fine! I left for a few reasons. Mainly because I found a lot of the leadership to be really disgraceful.
Email me if you want- I’ll give you the whole story. Aprilcmclean @ gmail dot (.) com
madeofair asked: HEY. ANONS. BUZZ OFF MY APRIL AND SPEND YOUR TIME DOING SOMETHING USEFUL. Hey April, I love you muchly you're amazing and wonderful! And one of my best friends! So there!
Lololololol Love this gurl!
Anonymous asked: Ill tell you whats annoying. Your hate for anonymous messages. It doesn't benefit you to know whos asking these questions. Ithink your just insecure putting out a truthful answers to someone you don't know. Maybe gain some confidence.
For someone who admitted they don’t know me, you’re sure quick to tell me what kind of person I am.
Being insecure about being honest is something I’ve meet had to deal with. If you knew ANYTHING about me, you would know that honest is what I am. So, let’s get that straight.
Also, what’s the purpose in asking me those questions? It doesn’t seem important.
Anonymous asked: May i ask why you left? Ha, yes, miss sarcasm. It's just i never actually knew you. Only your name and face. And, to be honest, i don't have much of a desire to. Nor anyone else affiliated with that place.
Interesting… Why are you anonymous tho? That’s way too annoying!
So, I’m maybe a little low in the mood area. By that I mean, I’m probably depressed or whatever. But in this day and age, who isn’t? I feel like everyone is depressed.
If you’re not, let me know what your secret is.
Anyway, I am probably gonna eat a lot of food, watch some of my shows, and breathe it out.
Cool.
Anonymous asked: April, didn't you used to go to harvest?
Indeed I did. Didn’t your name used to not be “anonymous?”
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I’m awake right now for no reason. I just woke up at 5:30am and haven’t been able to fall back asleep.
This isn’t a brag or complaining or whatever you all want to assume it is. It’s just whatever.
Here’s a pretty picture I took just now.
“Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously near to wanting nothing.” — Sylvia Plath
Don’t be cocky, girl!
No one knows what they’re doing. The decisions we make are never based off of 100% certainty that they’ll work out. Nothing is ever guaranteed. So, the best we can do is make a decision and hope that things work out. If they do, great! If not, then we’ve learned something and we move on to do other things. But to let the fear of uncertainty hold you back from experiencing life? It’s foolish, and the worst decision you could make is one made out of fear.
But then the thought crossed my mind, “What am I supposed to do now?”
hiiiiiiii-YAH
Anonymous asked: are you planning to go see 'the beatles: the lost concert' film?
You know, I didn’t even know that was a thing? So, to be perfectly honest, probably not!